Monday, March 28, 2011

Helloooo It's me again

Fuhhhh longgggggggggg holiday from blogging...it's not really holiday, not to say no time but it's a matter of mood...

So many stories to share in my mind but the guts to make it happen is not there...Since this is my first writing in 2011...I would like to share about my recent story of my colleague...ermmmm how to start it (feel so so sad to begin this)...

I was ordered to get the signatures from my Ass. Accountant she was admitted in Hospital Likas 2 weeks ago because of fetal membrane water kept coming out...actually I was thinking that it is a disruption for her to sign all the documents (talking about so many pieces more than 13 files) since she was warded and waiting for premature delivery...then I went with my PT and 1 drive early in the morning at about 7++am we were in terminal went by speed boat to Menumbuk and then by our Jabatan vehicle..took about 2 hours journey to KK and waiting for the visiting hours at noon time.

I looked at my pt and driver carried the big box felt so funny it was heavy and people kept on looking at them...they thought it was a present or a printer so heavy...we arrived there and I saw the mother and the father of my PA were there and I was so pity to her instead of having a rest she had to sign all the documents ( it was so important regarding the finance)...I talked to her and I said we have to have the docs back tomorrow , we will be going back tomorrow and she said she tried to finish it up...

We killing our time that evening by jalan2 at wisma merdeka, centre point, 1B adoiiiii penatnyaaa I went back to my Home Sweeeeeeet Home Selesa Court Penampang....then the next day I woke up at 8am if my brother did not call me for sure i woke up at 9am and met up the driver at karamunsing complex it still early for a visiting hours in Likas Hospital and and and I went to facial (throw 2 stones in one time ) phewww and I received the sms from my PA she said Puan dimana? ada 3 fail lagi mau sign, skarang mau kasi masuk ubat sa tidak dapat bangun untuk 2 jam sebab mungkin mau kena operate) ahhhhh arggghhhh seemed I wanted to throw the mask from my face and run to the hospital.....adoiiii how la this

Then we went to Hospital and she managed to sign most of the docs accept for 2 and half files it's ok dear....I understand your inabilities....and I left the her with my encouragement words and I said baby baik2 ahhhh keluar cepat2 k.....and we rushed to centre point to buy big apple sempat lagiiiiii tapau Big Apple alolololo bought 12 pieces punya...sekali tingu jam alamakkk jam 3 speeding gonzales owhhhh the v6 rushing out to jetty before 5 pm fuhhhh the driver was sooooo cruelllll he drove like hell but only the loud sound we could win kalah kapal terbang but the reality was not really...but I still could sleep a while...reached at 5 something we were charged rm20 because of it passed 5 already ya lahhhhh we naik speed boat alamak my eyes kept looking at the docs box matai laini kalo tebalik ka ni boat abis lah ni docs......big waves man fuhhhh sakit pinggang owhhhh lumpat lumpat....reached labuan n straight to Sunset Mass with oily face ok it's ok God not looking at my face to pray he is looking inside my heart .... pray for my PA hope everything would be fine...

Tiredness and over exhausted I slept at 9 something and I was like fainted suddenly I did not realize that I woke up at 10.25pm and I straight took my bb I received a sms from my PA telling me that she already operated and she's ok but the baby passed away ahhhhh I cried and cried that night so sad reallly sad.....sms my friends my bos could not sleep again I was thinking of her ...her first baby how's her feeling and condition oh God bless her give her good health, keep her strong in mind and body ....Rest In Peace baby God loves you....

On this time still feel bad and sad................

Sunday, April 18, 2010

In loving memory of......

Friday, 16 April 2010...I met a colleague that morning telling me that it was jammed because of an accident near the Durian Tunjung Petronas...and I thought it was just an accident and as usual accident..(small acc.)

Afternoon 2.00pm I went to Pharmacy to take my mom's med...then I asked them about the accident this morning they told me that both husband and wife died and the child sent to KK...I said oh sooo pity

Late afternoon, While in the office the colleague came and told that both of the deceased worked at the Airport. The Husband worked as an Airport Police and the wife as an announcer for the departing and arrival flights...then as fast as a flash I was thinking of this man as a Dusun as well as a wife...a friend of my confirmed it...OMG

I don't know about this family...but I always met them at Sunset Mass (Saturday)... They got 3 or 4 daughters and I remembered that the wife was pregnant last year...why the family stuck on my head???I like to see this family when I saw the daughters it reminds me of my family where we also 4 girls before my bro. came to the world and I always flashed back our family when I saw them..the no 1 I think in primary 3 or 4, the 2nd primary 1 or kindergarden, the 3rd stil small..and when the children liturgy the 1st sister would bring her 2 sisters went to the room..and sometimes I saw the father accompanied her little daughter went to toilet...they always sat near us...and I liked to see them even I don't know them but when you're in the church you will see all as a family, even once a week you will see them make you feel that you know them...I was soooo sad, the whole day I felt sad...and i remembered the husband approached me when I scanned by hand bag and he said balik2 juga bejalan and smiled at me and I said ya kerja ba..and I remembered the wife wearing kebaya and sat in the room with several TVs....

Saturday We sat at the usual place we sit...my feeling was so sad and the memory of the family took place in my head..the face..the sweet daughters, the sweet face of a Dusun man and a Sexy feminin lady sat beside us, infront of us, behind us...I cried and I prayed that their souls placed in our father in heaven...I was told that the 3 months child was at the nursery while the accident occured....Lord Jesus, thanks for this opportunity that you've given to us, thanks god for still allowing us to breath, to see the morning sunshine the evening sunset...In this chance of time I want to ask for your forgiveness for all the sins that i've been made to my brothers, sisters, friends, and to those people who was hurt because of me...especially to my beloved husband, my children, mum, my late dad...if this's the last day of life I ask for the forgiveness...This special prayer goes to the late deceased husband and wife..forgive their sins and I pray for their family especially for the children make them strong to pursue their life without their parents...show and hold their hands Lord make them love each others and make them depending on you in their life, protect their life Lord from any harmful and harshness from this world...bless them Lord..in Jesus name I pray..Amen.... In loving memory of........

Friday, April 16, 2010

Saturday, March 6, 2010

We always complain

We always complain...if hot we complained...if rain we complained...we got job we complain, we got food we complain...everything we complain...why..because we never satisfied..we got husband we complain ...we got wife we complain we got children we complain ....

That is why Our God teaches us to give thanks for whatever we have don't complain....

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Going back for CNY Holiday

Today is February the thirteen..in the mood of going back to kk and keningau..feel sooooooooooo happy but half of me feel so down..why???why I should face this situation which is I never thought it to be happened..if it was happened it must have a good reason and a better choice than the previous one...well I know god is great, please show us the way to solve it God... Thank you Lord

Monday, January 11, 2010

Sunday, November 29, 2009

JBPM WPL New Department I am in now

Well... first of all thanks to my almighty God Jesus Christ for giving me this opportunity and still allowing me to take breath in your earth...

I want to share my experience during report duty in KPKT Kuala Lumpur...oh my God...the moment they announced that I was posted to KPKT I was so happy wahhhh bukan apa I want to feellllllll cheh wah new environment of work konon....sampai sana astagaaaaa inda lah ku tau yang mo p KPKT ni nah tengah2 KL sana Kota Damansara never pegi sana before...bikin panas sudahlah cuaca panas berbaju kurung (konon) p lapor diri..sampai sana petang pukul 3 lebih and kena kasi tau pegawai yang incharge cuti...cc tu kasi punch card aku pun cabut lari hehehehe...bisuk sa datang lagi pi KPKT kali ini bangun pukul 5.30 pagi dari Putrajaya..mulau2 duduk sana macam orang gila dkt jam 9.00 baru masuk bilik mesyuarat n dimaklumkan labuan teda kosong tidak mo pecah kah kepala sa musim tu...macam sa mo makan kepala c Presley awas ko Pres konon ko yang kasi tau sa BOMBA ada kosong...sekali tu ketakutan juga tu pegawai bila kakak tu cakap kalau negeri tak der kosong kita orang nak ke JPA nak minta tempat lain lah pulak..aku pun sudah dalam hotak sudah tu mo ikut ni...skali dia pun ckp ok you all minta pelepasan jer balik lah ke tempat keja lama nanti surat posting tu kena faks kemudian...bah ok sa apa lagi trus cabut p MAS office KL Sentral terbang ptg tu juga hohohoho...

1 week I di Hospital macam sayang juga mo kasi tinggal ohhhh how i Love my friends there sudah biasa kan....biasalah tu marah2, bergurau, ketawa2, kana marah, tension, bikin panazzzzz...tapi lumrah hidup begia tu it's normal kalau teda begitu itu tidak normal urang bilang....

and.....datanglah surat posting...and saya mengharap masih diberi pelepasan dari BOMBA konon..sekali tiba2 terus2 kana surah kerja " Dah ler tu, u pun dah seminggu kat saner...sini pun banyak kejer...." na hoiiiiiiiii saya bulum jumpa durang kawan2 sa say gud bye yang betol2 lah tuan....dalam hati ja lahhhhh trus sms saja sama pengarah, n kawan2 lain kasi tau yang sa sudah start sana uhuhuhuhu

Trus2 meeting ( Morning Prayer ) sama ketua2 bahagian...sa mo gila ohhhh meeting durang sini duduk tidak buli sesuka hati ikut protokol bomba... bahagian pengurusan sana hujung meja..bah kesiann sa saturang perempuan lagi tu semua lelaki...baru cara durang becakap ba teda tapisan macam orang yang teda gigi ni trus tambus masuk di perut alala ... bikin susah hati ni...kana memperkenalkan diri bikin malas mo kana tanya n mo kana stress sudah kawin ada anak mo 4 kali ulang tia tau kenapa ..mengkali durang mo confirm betul2 budu..badan gedempol macam gini tau lah ba sudah kawin ada anak..mulauuuu

Meeting...ngan ketua bahagian sgt hebat....cc beteriak2 sama pengarah astagaaaa inda ku biasa ni macam ... gila ehhh kana sergah2 bikin takajut2 ...the next week dia meeting dari jam 9pagi sampai 1.15 petang tidak mulau ka tu..kalau di hospital ni memang mati sudah patient bah ni kalau meeting yang macam ni.....trus meeting yang baru2 pembelian terus mo meeting juga eheheh...tolong lah buang masa saja dari pukul 12 tengahari sampai 3 petang tidak mulau no lunch time ohhhhhh gilaks punya opissss....bah sa tingu saja kejadian saya ni amacam I will try to give my best harap2 can perform better lahhhhh tapi tuan jan mo marah2 sa takuttttt ni kalau mo marah2....

to be continued ...........

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Friday, October 16, 2009

Just an advice to be careful

Well I don't know where to start but just for kind information...kepada sesiapa yang terjebak dalam pujuk rayu lelaki yang possessive and agresive itu bagus sedarkan diri.....

modus operandi of this men he is professional....and no one will suspect him of doing this tricks especially women... yang lembut hati, single, n mencari pasangan hidup yang sejati konon...i bet you he really can make your heart melt like an ice cream... first if he wanted to know you he will sms you every minutes and every hour just to show that he is soooo caring and he will make you the one and only in his life...if you ignored his calls or sms he will try to make yourself the one be blamed...and pity you pun kesiankan dia n say ok i am the one who wrong and you are right...

This culprit don't have any looks which you can call him blacky...only the white eyes make you notice of him...or the teeth ... if night time you could not see him if he didnt smile or open his eyes... ok looks doesn't matter okay...

ok...then he will keep on sms you n you must reply even you are driving, berak, kencing, mandi all that important stuff....because he will turn rebelious if you not sms him immadiately or answer the phone...this will make your heart blooming like a flower and you will think he is the who care for me and you tidak sabar menunggu call or sms from him setiap saat akan menunggu because he will do that anytime even tengah malam awal pagi 2 am 4am...and what in your mind is wah dia tak tidur because of me so mencairkan jiwa wahhhh so pity and i will open my heart because of his sacrifice konon....padahal...he is drunk and sedang kena panggil keja...atau with some another gals....tolong ahhhhh kamu saja yang bodoh dan tertipu..

Jealous lain lagi..citer you cannot talk to any guys ahhhhh abis dia tercabar dengan rupa bentuk muka yang bida...tapi he got a profession itu saja kelebihan nya selain daripada itu inda ada...dia akan mengamuk semengamuknya dan kalau ada kesempatan saja sampai tangan dia di tubuh badan mu memukul geng....menghempas di dinding, mencekik leher...mengasi patah tulang urang...this is criminal case ohhhhhh this happened recently...i cannot accept this...pls lah siapa yang terjerat dengan cinta lelaki ini please pikir balikk....

why woman cannot resist of him..??? kalau begaduh pun still can come back as if nothing happened....because you will miss his sweet talks like sayang, honey.......my god and not to be forgotten is his touching of your body...he knew which part make women bedetap detup jantung...why i know all this ...jangan salah sangka ahhhh bukan pernah but i know and i do researchhhhhhh and if you rasa ini betul jangan deny this because i can read his movement at the same stories from a few women i met...he really can talk sweet talk and he would cry and cry infront of you and menyesal menyesal 1000x i will not do this again...but if you want to know same sms to different women cuma tukar nama saja...

yang paling sandi ialah gaji beribu2 tapi meminjam duit sama pompuan ahhhhhhh bagus kalau puluh ringgit ja beribu-ribu...bikin malu betul you are professional gaji beribu2 hutang keliling pinggang pinjam duit dari pompuan..yang women tidak mau kana kasi tinggal takut to be alone kononnya sunyi konon pun kasi pinjam...ah ha masuk perangkap..you know your money untuk belanja lain pompuan lagi...bodo-bodo tipa tertipu tapi siapa suruh bodo... dari duit yang beribu2 yg dia pinjam itu dia cuma beli hadiah...anak patung basar...baju yang murah2...hehehehe taktik2

so kepada sesiapa yang mengalami situasi yang sama plzzzzzz sedar oiiiiiiiii jangan jadi budu sana kalau kamu mau tau behaviour kamu pun bertukar menjadi ganas mengikut dia kan.... kuat marah penipu...and yang paling sadis hubungan kekeluargaan macam terjejas because of him mesti mau kasi utama dia dulu..satu lagi dia akan bawa pegi rumah dia...di sana dia kana layan kamu dia masakkan makanan sedap...lepas tu...who knows...n you become addicted..opppssss tau2 ja lahhhh ah spekullasi lah mengkali but sometimes betul..

well sebagai kakak and insan yang prihatin...renunglah diri apa yang telah berlaku...if I was wrong plz forgive me but jangan nanti menyesal sampai tidak buli balik ke pangkal jalan...jangan pasal dia kita jadi cacat fizikal n mental.....fizikal dah terbukti cuma tinggal mau tunggu mental saja.....

to be continued

Sunday, August 2, 2009

my fav photos

How they become my fav photos? Look at Darlyn's hair yang keriting pendek..that was her original hair i never cut her hair until now i mean yg di belakang depan tu of course lah... yg 2 org sumandak yang sama sa tu baru sa jumpa ba this pic. Actually this photo was taken a day b4 dean's wedding in kuching masa ni mau rehersal so kami pun sempat juga bejalan2 and mau dijadikan cerita we all awal sampai and begambar2 i recalled c unis yang ambil this pic..
Gambar darlyn yang lain tu ialah gambar yang i rasa I like to see I like her naughty face terutama yang ada teddy bear hadiah 1st year birthday dia di Labuan...